Half the semester is gone.

You know, I can go on and on about how lousy my self-discipline is, because ever since design project ended I haven done much. But yeah, I wont. Maybe I need a complete humiliation the next time I meet my prof before I wake up.

*emo*

Still can catch up during the second half...I guess I need all the strength I can gather.

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Bombed quite a bit recently...external hard disk, and bought a new pair of specs too....to an extent that I actually gave up a chance to do something I really wanted. Signed up for a beginner's tennis course organized by SRC and recently they contacted me saying there is a vacancy...then out of nowhere the reluctance to bomb another $80 + on course fees and possibly $70+ on a racket took over me and I rejected the offer.

Regretting it already.

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It was good catching up with the McNair gang. We went different paths after those two years, some of us drifted apart, and I am kind of sad that I cant seem to sustain a convo with some of them anymore, but I will always remember those two years of my life :) Cant seem to find the same kind of feeling with the hall people (or maybe I just didnt try hard enough) Grad trip with them may not be possible though :(

Digging through all the pictures I had to find pictures to print for my wall decoration, and I just couldnt stop smiling throughout. Before JC...cameras werent popular, heck there isnt even many camera phone models in the market hence was severely lacking in photos of my 4 BFFs and my other 青梅竹马s (though definitely not short of those images in my head). During JC....lots of photos, but no fb to upload to lol. Now as I dig thru that pile of photos, watch those videos, all the memories started flowing back..I even started missing my room mates.

Maybe I should start to upload some of the funnier videos...it would be interesting to see their reactions...nostalgic...



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Maybe getting back my blogging habits will help me spend less time aimlessly online........posts these days are so boring because I accumulate all these thoughts in my mind and when I want to write it all out, lost the feel already and gave up writing in the end.

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What would you do, perfecting yourself for a someone or just wait until someone who accepts you come along?

Labels: emo, reminiscing