It's kind of late but still...there is one week left to CNY celebrations so I guess its not too late for this.

Okay so this year's CNY is probably the most uneventful ever for me. Other than the fact that I get to spend some time with family..and despite seeing CNY related stuff everywhere...I totally am not in the CNY mood. I didn't particularly feel excited about it at all. Honestly the first day of CNY felt like any other day for me. What's wrong with me sigh.

I don't know if I get the break i wanted over CNY, but all I know is I came back feeling just as restless as before CNY and it kind of depresses me that the next time I can go home is in August. To make things worse Phoenix and IHG continues to haunt me during CNY period. Rushed 4 articles from Sunday to Wednesday because nobody wants to do extra work (slap myself for giving them a quota in the first place) and some didnt even finish their quota. Whatever. It is ending soon and maybe I should celebrate it despite my recess week being filled to brim already. Something other than shopping (I had more than enough of those, at least for now) to cheer me up.

That emo and restless feeling even spill over to studies..I am annoyed at the lecturing incompetence of the TE lecturer (okay he is new but even that is not an excuse for not preparing well before coming in for lecture. Getting confused multiple times in front of the class is not cool.), annoyed when some other person in TE lecture stopped the already confused lecturer to ask a question and the answer is plainly obvious (seriously I was rolling my eyes so much in the lecture - not that i am arrogant or anything, but all these are undergrad year 2 materials and I have only learn one new aspect in 5 weeks of lecture), annoyed when my SSD tutor is plainly trying to waste time in class by reading out slowly an article on how to read critically (he even read out the punctuations for goodness sake) before finally declaring brightly "oh, we still have 7 minutes, let's start a discussion on this week's readings!" (the discussion was supposed to be the highlight of the tut). Epic fail.

Failed to get a group for TE project (which looks kind of intimidating) except a random guy sitting next to me..went to ask the lecturer, and he said most likely we will be grouped with those who didnt come for lecture. Unless I can convince him to just let me join one of the existing groups...I foresee problems for the project..because if these people dont even bother coming for lecture, what are the odds of them being responsible to do their parts in the project?

Not to mention the STUPID SKIN PROBLEM I HAVE. Stop using cream for a few days and everything is back. Arghh enough said.

On top of that...no lunch kakis for the entire week and only having one (maximum two) dinner buddy for the entire week...sigh. And the usual feeling of being excluded (for several things). Lousy socializing skills.

Gah I am done complaining. I think. Sorry if you expect to read about some fun CNY experiences. These are my CNY highlights so far and I sincerely hope next year's will be a better one.


为什么那么执著? 为什么就是放不开?
寂寞寂寞就好...屁啦。
别人我还了解..毕竟跟他们还没有到很要好的地步...连你也接二连三放我飞机...
几个人一起聊天，每次我一加入你们没有两下子就意兴阑珊..是巧合吗

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