The City That Never Sleeps




Jumbled thoughts

posted : Saturday, September 23, 2006
Went to NUS again today, for the prize presentation ceremony of the crystal growing competition..my group managed to get a meritorious award out of the 31 entries. Not bad, actually. Since it is the first time the college has ever won anything in this competition. Got a book voucher for Kinokuniya and a cert.
Just to update everybody...I have decided to lock up my laptop for 2 weeks! So, dun bother to look for me, I will be busy preparing for exams. To tell the truth, I havent reli started studying yet...
Recently read some of my frens blogs..well, I really felt like flying back to meet them! But I realize something. I duno if it is my imagination, but I do have a feeling that the distance between us has grown wider...I reli wondered if anybody still remembers me?Remember me as in because of my personality, not because I am the so-called liu yi ming. Well, a few of them chatted wif me, but these are the reli close frens whom I think our friendship will not change. But the rest? It is reli sad and surprising that frens who used to be so close to me have turned out to be strangers to me. Remember at the beginning of the year I was complaining that some people purpsosely ignored me. And I (I duno y) somehow tried a few more acts like leaving friendster testimonials and messages but never got replied or posted when I knew he read them.I finally gave up and was convinced that he reli ignored me. I felt like I never knew him before at that instant, and was suddenly dubious that if he ever treat me as a friend before. Right now, I never heard anything from him. Well, as a matter of fact, I rarely heard anything from my friends in secondary school. Does that mean 11 years of friendship can be neglected like that? Well, we are never that close anyway.

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